Woman enough for you yet? #nostalgic #floral #new #before #workRED HEART
Scares me to know someone can skim through my brain. #music #colden #car #ridesRED HEART
i look dirty.
- Colden: So what are you getting me for Halloween?
- Notslaw: What do you want?
- Colden: You in a cheerleader outfit.
- Notslaw: haha so anything else?
- Colden: go to the store and buy one you can wear and come to my house, knock on the door and shake your little pompoms for me:)
- Notslaw: haha maybe i mite idk what do i get?
- Colden: love and affection hahaha...
- Notslaw: awh really:)
- Colden: maybe (:
- Colden: ... you gotta shake it right.
Haha i’m so funny, chasing after a guy who cheated on me so much and who flirts with girls but always tries to turn the situation into the far less obvious. I don’t lie to people about who i am. I’m a complete mess. I sound smarter on paper then i do face to face because i over think almost everything at the same time and i turn into a walking stutter. No matter what i wear i like it and i feel cool, I turn my music on very loud when i’m out and i live life at that moment like i’m a music video, ha right now i’m typing this and listening to music and every so often i stop and dance and wave my arms to the songs. I talk to myself thats a given, people think i’m funny, but my mind is made up of stupid reruns. I want a guy whose going to be ok with that, even when he gets annoyed or tired of being intertwined with that, he’s not going to get up and leave me. He’s not going to cheat on me, he’s not going to flirt with other girls if i don’t give him the attention a boyfriend or even a girl deserves in this world. I need a guy to understand me, i’m not bipolar but i feel everything and anything at all moments of the day. It’s not because i’m a f*cking girl, it’s because i’m a human being meaning i want to have fun i want the world to be happy i want people to accept. I don’t want a guy who says i love you and says it to other girls as well.
If you LOVE me, be prepared for me to f*cking love hard back; && the extended crazy that comes with it. <3
I mean we’re all crazy, we just all pretend to be normal :D